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Sometimes I get into this funk and it jsut not helathy. I have time to think and I don't like what i begin to think about. I guess thats why i work so much and keep myself so busy, because then I won't have time to think about anything. There are things I could be doing: Grad school essays, sped writeup, cleaning my room or writing christmas cards. SO, I am doing none of the above; because I just don't feel like it. The past 3 days all i have done is work. I haven't gone out 3 nites in a row; i guess its starting to get to me. The two nites I did go out were kinda wild and crazy. I am suppose to go out 2marra nite on a date with this guy that I met at my work christmas party. I talked to him on the phone the other nite and we were suppose to hang out last nite; then he ended up havign to pull a double till 1:30a m. then we decided we would hang out 2marra nite. i sent hima text message 2nite to wish him fun at his christmas party and i said i looked foward to hanging out with him 2marra and there hasnt been a response.
i think that i look for guys t fill my needs because my friends don't. thats a sad reality folks.i thought i wanted to write more but i guess i dont. im either off to bed, reading or watching the grinch stole christmas.
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i think that i look for guys t fill my needs because my friends don't. thats a sad reality folks.i thought i wanted to write more but i guess i dont. im either off to bed, reading or watching the grinch stole christmas.
<3 me