Oct 03, 2005 20:16
Hi-
Who would have thought that being such a caring person would get me in so much trouble? The one time I try to be friends, right away, with a guy I dated- he freaks out.I just don't get it. Apparently, it's weird to call someone every day that u consider a close friend. Sometimes things that go on just make no sense at all. I can't comprehend them even a little bit and I dont know why. It sucks though, thats for sure. I think maybe I just wont talk to him at all, ever again. Thats hard though, cuz he is in pSU Volunteers with me; that meeting is tomorrow, too. What sucks the most is he is one of the only people that really listens to me when I talk. I think he is an amazing person and I have so much respect for him. even if we cant date, i dont want to not be friends with him. I ve been through alot of guys and i can safely say that theres something special about this one. However I need to respect his views and opinions too.:/
Im going to attempt some work- not that I am fully in the mind set for it, but I'm sure going to try. Matt is coming over later; hopefully that'll be fun.
~*K8*~