2006! What a freaking year!
hey all, I know its been awhile, but I've been busy. I just want to tell everyone how much I appreciate them and how much I miss them. My cell phone broke, so i have been unable to reach most people, especially for christmas, so I wanted to apologize. Things have changed a lot in the past 3 months, let alone the past year.
I guess one of the big thing is me and Richard. We're over and done with. That has taken a huge toll on me, but it was my doing, so I shouldn't feel bad about it. I do.
Another big thing. I graduated. I'm done! Finished! Accomplished and gradumuated w/ my edumication. Then why do I feel so scared? I've been in school for 17 years (not including the year I took off). How can I deal with not having that constant stress of the paper that's hanging over my head. How can I deal with not being in school? How can I leave all the wonderful experiences that i've had at Crappy Nappy University. After all the shit that's happened, I love my alma mater. God, it feels so weird to say that :).
Again (another big thing), I have met new friends, and I love them muches. But that doesn't mean that I have forgotten my old friends. I miss you guys and I apologize if my absence has been noted. I could make all the excuses, but I wont. i'll tell the truth. I got scared and ran. I got scared with the future facing me that I couldn't handle it. I'm sorry.
Well, for good news, I have a job down in Newport News. I don't have to live with the rents and stacey!!! YAYS!!! I'm working at an environmental lab as a Biologist in the Toxicology lab and the wonderful thing about it, other than the fact its a real job, i get to wear a t-shirt and jeans!! The only downside is that I have to kill fishes.
Another thing, I am finally feeling like an adult. Its so scary! Tonight, me and the new roommate went shopping for food and stuff. I found myself thinking in adult terms. It freaked me the fuck out. I'm in a different period in my life right now, its so scary.
And lastly, the new roommate. He is a wonderful person. I met him randomly one night outside my apartment and now my neighbor has become my best friend. I'm very lucky to have met him, he's helped me so much with the transition period from college kid to adulthood. From girlfriend of four years to single and fabulous. We have so much in common, that even the period in our lives are the same. We are going through the same stuff and it feels so good to have someone there to talk to about it.
So, thats what has been going on in the past 3 months. Its actually perfect timing that I have gone through these life changes in this short a period of time. New Year's Eve is upon us. And i'm glad that I'm going to spend it with the people that have effected my life so much. My emergence into adulthood and all that jazz. The new and improved adult Katiebug? Nahh, doesn't sound that good to me either.
Everyone be safe tonight, don't so stupid shit, cause stupidity pisses me off. And ring in the new year with a bang!!!
Love,
Katiebug
I guess one of the big thing is me and Richard. We're over and done with. That has taken a huge toll on me, but it was my doing, so I shouldn't feel bad about it. I do.
Another big thing. I graduated. I'm done! Finished! Accomplished and gradumuated w/ my edumication. Then why do I feel so scared? I've been in school for 17 years (not including the year I took off). How can I deal with not having that constant stress of the paper that's hanging over my head. How can I deal with not being in school? How can I leave all the wonderful experiences that i've had at Crappy Nappy University. After all the shit that's happened, I love my alma mater. God, it feels so weird to say that :).
Again (another big thing), I have met new friends, and I love them muches. But that doesn't mean that I have forgotten my old friends. I miss you guys and I apologize if my absence has been noted. I could make all the excuses, but I wont. i'll tell the truth. I got scared and ran. I got scared with the future facing me that I couldn't handle it. I'm sorry.
Well, for good news, I have a job down in Newport News. I don't have to live with the rents and stacey!!! YAYS!!! I'm working at an environmental lab as a Biologist in the Toxicology lab and the wonderful thing about it, other than the fact its a real job, i get to wear a t-shirt and jeans!! The only downside is that I have to kill fishes.
Another thing, I am finally feeling like an adult. Its so scary! Tonight, me and the new roommate went shopping for food and stuff. I found myself thinking in adult terms. It freaked me the fuck out. I'm in a different period in my life right now, its so scary.
And lastly, the new roommate. He is a wonderful person. I met him randomly one night outside my apartment and now my neighbor has become my best friend. I'm very lucky to have met him, he's helped me so much with the transition period from college kid to adulthood. From girlfriend of four years to single and fabulous. We have so much in common, that even the period in our lives are the same. We are going through the same stuff and it feels so good to have someone there to talk to about it.
So, thats what has been going on in the past 3 months. Its actually perfect timing that I have gone through these life changes in this short a period of time. New Year's Eve is upon us. And i'm glad that I'm going to spend it with the people that have effected my life so much. My emergence into adulthood and all that jazz. The new and improved adult Katiebug? Nahh, doesn't sound that good to me either.
Everyone be safe tonight, don't so stupid shit, cause stupidity pisses me off. And ring in the new year with a bang!!!
Love,
Katiebug