Aug 19, 2005 01:03
They suck. I'm just worried I guess. I'm ohh so worried that if i fuck up this semester, like i fucked up the prievious two semester's, i can't come back to cnu. ooohh my gpa has dropped from a 3.0 to a 2.5 ooohhh! ohh i failed 3 classes everyone has shitty semester's don't they? well fuck it. i'm taking 18 credits this semester, and i will love it damnit! and i want to graduate and i want to have fun. so bahh!
So this is what my schedule looks like, geography, anatomy and physiology, cell biology, genetics, enviromental conservation. i think thats a damn happy schedule. lets see how wonderful it really is.
But i can't wait to see my baby. I can't wait to be back with my family. i'm guess i'm just scared. I just don't want to fuck up like i did last year, I don't want my gpa to drop any more.
I just talked to my big sis from ASA. I love that girl. I really do. I just wish things could have worked out better, but alas, sorority life wasn't for me. I honestly would rather be a fraternity den mother than be in a sorority. Those guys actually know me and care about me. But anyways.
I vow this year will be better than last. And even when things get rough (like a certain stupid boy breaking my heart, this will not happen agian!) or when i get sick, (thankfully you can only catch mono once) I will persevere damnnit! I will not let life get me down, or stupid people get in my way, because fuck it all to hell I WANT TO GRADUATE!!!!!!!!!!!! goodnight all!