bored of being bored

[katiebug86]

eat. work. sleep. drink. take care of alden. repeat process with slight variations. i cant believe how bored i am. i had that sympathy fuck (to put it harshly) after joe and now im single and cellabant. wow its boring doing this whole self-healing independence shit. im lonely. im getting attention from all the wrong people. so to pass the time when im not working or taking care of alden, ive become a textbook alcoholic. im still being pretty much responsible (there was a couple bad times but ive seen worse)

relationships should not be used as entertainment but now i have to look for entertainment elsewhere. where? arg! help me!!!!!