I LOVE MY SON!

[katiebug86]

let me just state for the millionth time that i love my son. he is the greatest thing that ever happened to me. I love waking up with him every day. I love his smiles i love that he loves me. i just love him. sometimes i look at him and cant believe that hes my son. sometimes i cant believe i actually had a baby. i miss him all day while im at work. i miss him when he goes to see his dad. sometimes my friends will ask me to hang out when i get off of work. i usually tend to say no if they say that i have to get someone to watch the baby. just because i miss him so much. i know that prolly makes me dull but i dont care, i hate it when hes not around me.

he is such a happy baby too. he is always smiling. sometimes before he opens his eyes, he'll hear his mommys voice and he'll smile. i think thats one of my favorites. my least favorite thing about him being such a happy baby is that last week i didnt know he was sick because he was happy. i figured it out when he couldnt keep his food down. but by then he was dehydrated and i had to take him to the hospital for an overnighter. the nurses had so much fun with him, because he was still laughing. i know he doesnt get it from me because i was not a happy child lol. i was a little brat.

so thats it. i love my son. lol. being a mom is weird sometimes. weird, but the most beautiful thing that ive ever felt.