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life without jeff is a lot better. aside from trying to get him to help me take care of alden, we dont really talk. were just looking for some stable communication so that we can still raise him with as little problems as possible. im a lot happier ive noticed. i dont know what that says but i gues im relieved that i dont have to try to make it work anymore. i feel the old me coming back. i let a lot of what i truly believed in go when i got with jeff. i dont know why, but i really wasnt the same person. i guess its just another life lesson. more later.