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[katiebug86]

some weird things have been happeniung ever since this whole dustin thing. he is so weird...he says that he doesnt want to threaten anyone but he wont rule out physical harm when his "clan" comes around. so ive been waiting for them. i have had 3 weird instances where i dont know if i can tie them to this clan or not. its kinda shitty to go to work just trying to make money to support me and my kid and then be paranoid of every weird person that comes in winn-dixie. its gotta stop. im finally starting to work on getting my life in order. jeff and i are doing great...we are together again. his divorce is being finallized. looks like we are going to get married. i still want him to date me first and to take couple counseling with our church first. not because i doubt, but because its something i want to experience and if our relationship fails this time (God forbid) then we know we did all we could and there really is no chance for us. for the most part im happy but these little boys that come into winn-dixie staring me down and then leave without purchasing anything creep me out. is it just a coincidence that 2 of them work at mcdonalds? i dunno man, but we are trying to find out if they are dustin-related. im sorry i ever met him. i dont hate him, i really feel sorry for him. if what he says about this wiccan clan is true, thats gotta be a shitty life to constantly have mommies and daddys standing over you like that. iwould be very happy with just not talking to him ever again, and not talking to his little clan. i just want the paranoia to stop while im working cuz thats a pain in the ass! i wouldnt be making such a big deal out of this if it wasnt for alden. if anything happens to me what is alden going to do? if anything happens to alden...i cant even finish that. alden is my number 1. anybody fucks with him and they will die. you dont fuck with my kids....jeff says that too. so i feel really sorry for whoever tries. this could all just be a bunch of bs. i hope so. i hope it all just blows over so everyone can get on with their lives.

on a happier note. my sister is here!!!! poor girl, she never gets to see me. im always at work. i love her and im happy shes here. we are going to the beach saturday. i cant wait!