exam hell
three to go, one to go. I am so brain fried and just....tired of studying. I feel all I have been doing is studying and I'm tired of it. I'm terrified that all of my hard work the last few weeks will be moot, and that I'll do horrible. I just need a break....
Doug and I have talked a bit more. I don't know what to do. Of course, this all had to happen during my exams, so it's distracting me because I now can't help but worry about him. I had to laugh yesterday when I did a practice exam for Property where the two people's names were Douglass and Mark (name of Doug's brother). I just don't know what to do about him.... I was supposed to be going to his cousin's wedding with him on Saturday and now I can't help but think about that. God. I still love him, but I don't know if I'm in love with him, you know?
shoot me.
I'm tired. and I feel fat and ugly.
drinking tomorrow with Tom at the BOB. Stella is there.
Kelsey is back in the Zoo. Alicia is back in the US. I need them. I have missed them and needed them so much these past few months......
It's Christmas
Baby, please come home
(Yeah!)
The snow's coming down
I'm watching it fall
Watching the people around
Baby please come home
The churchbells in town
They're rining a song
What a happy sound
Baby please come home
Theyr'e singing deck the halls
But it's not like Christmas at all
I remember when you were here
And all the fun we had last year
Pretty lights on the tree
I'm watching 'em shine
You should be here with me
Baby please come home
Baby please come home
Baby please come home
They're singing deck the halls
But it's not like Christmas at all
I remember when you were here
And all the fun we had last year
If there was a way
I'd hold back these tears
But it's Christmas day
Baby please come home
Ohh...
Baby please come home
Baby please come home
Baby please come home
Ohh...
Baby please come home
Baby please come home
Doug and I have talked a bit more. I don't know what to do. Of course, this all had to happen during my exams, so it's distracting me because I now can't help but worry about him. I had to laugh yesterday when I did a practice exam for Property where the two people's names were Douglass and Mark (name of Doug's brother). I just don't know what to do about him.... I was supposed to be going to his cousin's wedding with him on Saturday and now I can't help but think about that. God. I still love him, but I don't know if I'm in love with him, you know?
shoot me.
I'm tired. and I feel fat and ugly.
drinking tomorrow with Tom at the BOB. Stella is there.
Kelsey is back in the Zoo. Alicia is back in the US. I need them. I have missed them and needed them so much these past few months......
It's Christmas
Baby, please come home
(Yeah!)
The snow's coming down
I'm watching it fall
Watching the people around
Baby please come home
The churchbells in town
They're rining a song
What a happy sound
Baby please come home
Theyr'e singing deck the halls
But it's not like Christmas at all
I remember when you were here
And all the fun we had last year
Pretty lights on the tree
I'm watching 'em shine
You should be here with me
Baby please come home
Baby please come home
Baby please come home
They're singing deck the halls
But it's not like Christmas at all
I remember when you were here
And all the fun we had last year
If there was a way
I'd hold back these tears
But it's Christmas day
Baby please come home
Ohh...
Baby please come home
Baby please come home
Baby please come home
Ohh...
Baby please come home
Baby please come home