hmm . . . many things to talk about or at least give mention.

Oct 25, 2004 17:12

i'm having reading withdrawl. i like to read & i havent read a book in a while. i think i need to plan a trip to the library . . .

let's see . . . wow, santa switch. i reeeeeeeally wanna go like nothing else but i dont wanna go stag. that would suck & completely suck the joy out of it. hmm . . . i need someone to go with that could have a great time with; a friend. i wanna go with Joe Schalasky . . . i really like him. But, i'm defiantely too scared to ask. i want to but, yea, i prolly never will cuz i'm too scared. rejection kills me every time & EVERY time i ask the guy i like instead of a friend he always says 'no'. my life is shit.
hey! i could go with Adam Shawn! we dont get to hang out much & i've only talked to him a couple times but it would work & it would be fun. he's a kewl guy . . . Steven, too.
holy hell! if you're a guy & you're reading about my Santa Switch distresses & ya wanna go with me then leave a comment or something. i at least wanna go with one of my friends, not necessarily someone i like, like joe . . . tee-hee. it's more fun with friends cuz it's less tense anyway. & i can garuantee it'd be more fun. i'd be dancing & smiling & laughing instead of trying to imress someone. stupid guys. lol. just joshin . . .

5 days till i'm ungrounded! like 2 weeks & 4 days till indy! yay! :D i'm so excited!

i went & saw Ladder 49 with me family. i didn't cry like AJ promised i would. i've been to real firefighter funerals & i've seen burning buildings & watched my parents & friends come out of them hurt but alive. that movie was good but it doesnt come close to the real thing. guess i got somethin to look forward to . . . die in the line of duty so someone can make a movie about me . . . whatever.

ahh. ::sigh:: i heart joe. :D

wow, i heard some news today. sad news. :( jake & nicole broke up . . . i dont know what to say other than they seemed fine from an LJ standpoint. i'm really sorry it didnt work out guys. really, i am . . .

uh, i'ze gotta go now. ttyl ya'll!
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