get awesome!
i know i did. today i skipped, but not in a rebel sort of way. sort of a way to recolect myself. yesterday was horrible. today was awesome. i woke up at 9 and everyone was gone from the house, i still didn't know if my uncle was going to come home before i was supposed to so i dicided to walk to my house. when i got there i change into my bathing suit and soaked up the sun (my favorite thing to do). i ate a late breakfast and read outside on my backdeck. for a while i just watched the duck swim and the turtles dive. it was serenity. i was in heaven. i know its something that my mom would probably do to, haha we're so alike even though i don't try. life is now something that i've learned to cherish instead hate. i love my mom. thanks to those who helped me realize that.