Thinkin....

Aug 13, 2004 23:57

Well i just got done reading Sarah W's journal and one of them are bout friends and shit i don't know if she is talkin bout melissa meghan and me or what not but if she is this is what i have to say...
We all changed we all r growin up and things change but not that we don't care bout her...But here is what i think...She changed also like the ppl she hangs out wit i don't think i would ever hang out wit them cuz i mean i am not like them and i won't change myself to be like them like someone i know not meaning Sarah cuz i haven't seen her in awhile...But like the phone works both ways and she can call and hang out wit us if she wants but she doesn't she hangings wit Kate and them and we just don't hang wit Kate anymore...Its not are fault i mean she left us we never said she can't come back in i mean i am sure everybody wants to hang wit her but she just doesn't wanna i guess she became to good for us but then again nobody is better then anybody...We r all the same...Just we all hang out wit a diff croward and like Kate prob wouldn't wanna be seen wit the people we hang out wit but i don't know that for sure cuz she never did...Like i don't know wit Sarah she doesn't mind she likes them..just i am gonna be honest i don't like the way she acts infront of guys like she isn't herself she is starting to be one of those ppl that dress for the ppl she likes and she was never like that...Like how she acts infront of her friends she won't act like that infront of the guys she might of changed but i don't know i haven't hung out wit her in awhile...Maybe i am not ready to hang out wit her again i just don't know i have to see cuz honestly we r nothing alike at all i think we both came to the point where we can't stand eachother...I just don't know anymore ...I miss Meghan and Melissa...
Now changin subjects i am pissed at Luke like he said he would call me on Mon when he got back from Florida and did he no not till Wed so i refuse to talk him so if he wants to talk again he can call me and prove he misses me till then no I just need to be single right now and have fun cuz that is what i am doin...So yah summer vaca is almost over and i am gonna be a Jr and i don't know there is something still missin for this summer so i gotta figure it out before its over..So i am gonna think bout what i am missin and i wanna go to the club again before summer is over and i can't so i am gonna try...But i am goin to play a game now so i will ttyl...Oh yah i get my liscenes next friday wish me luck i hope i pass :)
katiepants
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