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This past weekend was fun. i went to the crawl fish boil with jay. we saw his dad who is like 46 with a lady who is really really pretty and shes like 25. Jay has a way about saying things that really get to me. like we saw this girl who was so pretty and he said "i imagine thats what whitney will look like when she gets older". the fucked up part is that whitney is his ex girlfriend. i don't ike it when he talks about her to me, its not really jealousy b/c shes ugly but its more of respect. i dont talk about my exs to him or in front of him. Well Saturday i went to the crawl fish boil with magan, her sis, jesus, and dutch girl. They ditched us at the begining. me and magan saw jacie, joey, kala, eric, dustin, and harvey. we talked to them for a while. then we met up with meagan, leelee, and destiny. Destiny is so pretty. I love hanging out with all of them. i love my leelee and meg. Jay got mad b/c i was at the boil w/o him, but all friday he told me he wanted me to go and he didnt want me to go to the play. He was mad that i was there and he said that all these guys were gonna hit on me, and he was mad that i was drinking but he bought me the vodka. We got into a fight and he tld me, "go fuck a random guy, i dont care", which i would never do. it hurt so bad to hear him say that. i cried so much when i got home. i wasnt doing anything wrong. i got him the ring he wanted, i didnt talk to any guys i didnt know, and when he was being mean to me i was saying im sorry and being sweet to him. but i didnt do anything wrong, i had no reason to say im sorry to him. When i called him afterwards ,crying, he acted like it was all my fault and what he said wasnt wrong b/c he was mad and worried about me. which is complete bullshit. u dont say crap like that just b/c your mad or worried. then he said that i would do something like that if i was in his situation. for the record i wouldnt say that or be like that. then he was like i love u, im so sorry, im worried about u. and when i didnt answer his text real fast he goes, " o my god do u not love me anymore". which of curse i answered yes i love u. that sucked. i was really worried about destiny. i hope shes ok. well we have powderpuff football game tmrw. i play center on offensive and d-end left on defense, i get to take out the qaurter back. o yeah!!! come support me while i kick some ass!! and i made a 97 on my last research paper!!! hellz yes.