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i over annalyze my self, situations, people. what ever i can i guess. i was online and saw a name i havent seen in a long time. its weird to all of the sudden see something from your past. i dont much care for it. in fact if i could i would do away with the past all together. well not the past, im leaning more towards my past...and maybe a select few.. like one. how do you plan a future when your past is still lingering on? and if its still with you then technically its not your past. its not your past when you feel that you are forced to relive it almost daily. right? can we ever truly get over our past? substitute "we" and "our" with "i" and "my".or, in a reality that i so frequently want to escape... can we "i" ever get over someone elses' past? why is it that others' effect us so much? why is it that a particular incident always feels more important to another that it actually does to the person in which these certain things actually belong to? why is it us dwelling on it and not the person to whom you think these things are affecting? why? why do i have these things racing through my head but yet i am so unable to actually verbalize how i feel.