Revelations
Revelation # 8: I don't just not share my feelings. I'm terrified of sharing them because it means I have to feel, and when I feel, I hurt.
Revelation # 9: You know you're sexually frustrated when you're at a party complaining about how you're hot/sweating partly from heat and partly from the heat of someone you have your eye on, pulling on your dress, rubbing you stomach and neck, saying things out loud like "I want to bang the fuck out of him," "You don't want to know what's going on in my head right now, kinky things, beautiful things, amazing things, orgasmic things," and "I want to rip off my fucking clothes and scream." All of this out loud, blunt, and within hearing range of anyone around you. Oh man...