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Erik wants to hear the angsty poem, so I'm posting it on request :P
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I'd started to phase you out
I'd started to heal
Then you ripped out my stitches
Pretending to care
The pain had begun to subside
At last, for days, my eyes were dry
Then you crashed back into my mind
Offended when I asked you to leave
I was smiling, laughing, playing again
I was standing on my own two feet once more
Then you shoved me back to the floor
Calling me immature
I've figured out what I need
And it's not you
Go live your life, be happy
And leave me be
Before you said you wanted a friendship
Well I wanted a few things myself
You wanted her and she's yours
I want to be left alone
When you gave up on me
You gave me up
Do me this courtesy
Let me take care of myself
[01.20.06]
--
I'd started to phase you out
I'd started to heal
Then you ripped out my stitches
Pretending to care
The pain had begun to subside
At last, for days, my eyes were dry
Then you crashed back into my mind
Offended when I asked you to leave
I was smiling, laughing, playing again
I was standing on my own two feet once more
Then you shoved me back to the floor
Calling me immature
I've figured out what I need
And it's not you
Go live your life, be happy
And leave me be
Before you said you wanted a friendship
Well I wanted a few things myself
You wanted her and she's yours
I want to be left alone
When you gave up on me
You gave me up
Do me this courtesy
Let me take care of myself
[01.20.06]