..i should be studying....

May 01, 2006 14:25

SO in other words i have done everything but.. I have almost cleaned my car. But decided against it.. I cleaned the bathroom, the bedroom, watched sound of music. yesterday i took a 20 min shower put on full make up and did my hair to go to my parents house to eat dinner. I have 4 finals tuesday wed and thursday.. I wasnt going to have them on thurs but my nice calc teacher moved my final for me.. so i didnt have 3 on one day. I cannot wait for this whole week to be over.. I dont know if im taking summer classes.. I do know ill have 2 jobs. I have to save up. So not much as been going on lately in my life cept I work, study, go to class, and sleep. I watch chris play his game when i get distracted from my studies. Im so excited for summer, since it is my favorite time of year and all. But i get to spend more time with all my friends and then chris. Then there is the pool and im going to the beach with the girls. me being the youngest. Im also just free to have fun and not worry about school, thats the best part. I have been so caught up in studies this year that i havent had much fun. I cant handle as much as i put on my plate this year. I had 3 major classes plus 2 labs and then comp class. Comp was my only break. I just wished i could be in that class forever cause it was my only freedom. I will never take this much again. I cant help it. Im losing touch with fun. Im waiting for this week to be over so i can have some fun again.

In other news chris and i are having our 1 year next weekend. I really enjoy my time with him and Im happy. I love it. I never thought a relationship could be this easy. You dont think... you just do. We take things as it comes to us and if theres a problem it gets figured out. there are no secrets and no drama. I dont worry about other guys and i dont look for something more. It just feels right for once. high school puts a damper on relationships. Not that my high school relationships were meaningless but its just filled with drama and having to show something. In high school you had to do things for each other. Being together for 2 months was almost a milestone. and then of course the breakups were horrible and yet you really didnt love each other. I love the carefree relationship i have. and really enjoy all that comes with a relationship.. i dont know what next year will bring but i do know that this last year was great with him. well just have to see.

so that took out about 20 mins of my life so thats nice.. better get back to chemistry.. YAY
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