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I’m sad. Really, really sad. It’s just too similar of a situation, and I feel like I understand those left behind. It could happen to anyone, that’s the worst part. People can be torn from you without a whisper of a premonition, and there’s nothing you can do. You’re alone.
I can’t even think about it without seeing faces that inevitably brings tears, and it’s all I can to keep my mind focused on work, to push away the thoughts. That’s why people go crazy. Trying not to dwell on the sheer, harsh crassness of reality. It’s such a laborious challenge, it physically hurts.
And there’s nothing I can do to escape it, if it comes closer.
More later…
I can’t even think about it without seeing faces that inevitably brings tears, and it’s all I can to keep my mind focused on work, to push away the thoughts. That’s why people go crazy. Trying not to dwell on the sheer, harsh crassness of reality. It’s such a laborious challenge, it physically hurts.
And there’s nothing I can do to escape it, if it comes closer.
More later…