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My eyes hurt so badd.. they are all red. Bum-errr. Today was worthless. I woke up late, late to fuckin math class. Didnt take a Chem Exam & failed a Vocab. test I didnt know about. I loathe being new. Especially At the school I go to. All rich, white bitches. I just have to survive until the end of May. Blahhh
Everything is shit. At least Taylor is going to be here tomorrow. Its thundering outside & I have no one to cuddle with. Fucking gay. Ive learned lonliness teaches you strength. Lonliness is the human condition
Depend on NO ONE and NO ONE will let you Down.
Dont give me false hopes
They only prove my point further
Even though Id give you the world
You slam the door in my face
fuckk, I dont have any motivation..
I feel like a floating nothing bouncing off walls and people. I dont know where Im going, What I'm doing, the reason for it. Maybe I say I do, But i dont even know sometimes. Its unknown denial. And Denial..is that part of reality, to be in denial. I helps ease pain and confusion, but overall it just adds to it. And jesus, its everyone confused. So everyone must be in some form of denial. And must question it all like i do. I hate people that want to ignore the truth and reality and continue to live in their own superficial bubble with no purpose. I dont care If i dont know my purpose yet, but at least Im aware I have one..I think and im looking out for it.. The only thing I can DEpend on...and lean on is the thought that everything happens for a reason. blah blah blah. Im just tripping over my own words in thoughts in a circular arguement.
****Imissyou****
Everything is shit. At least Taylor is going to be here tomorrow. Its thundering outside & I have no one to cuddle with. Fucking gay. Ive learned lonliness teaches you strength. Lonliness is the human condition
Depend on NO ONE and NO ONE will let you Down.
Dont give me false hopes
They only prove my point further
Even though Id give you the world
You slam the door in my face
fuckk, I dont have any motivation..
I feel like a floating nothing bouncing off walls and people. I dont know where Im going, What I'm doing, the reason for it. Maybe I say I do, But i dont even know sometimes. Its unknown denial. And Denial..is that part of reality, to be in denial. I helps ease pain and confusion, but overall it just adds to it. And jesus, its everyone confused. So everyone must be in some form of denial. And must question it all like i do. I hate people that want to ignore the truth and reality and continue to live in their own superficial bubble with no purpose. I dont care If i dont know my purpose yet, but at least Im aware I have one..I think and im looking out for it.. The only thing I can DEpend on...and lean on is the thought that everything happens for a reason. blah blah blah. Im just tripping over my own words in thoughts in a circular arguement.
****Imissyou****