Dec 02, 2005 12:27
Yup, last night was officially the worst night ever. I do not know why anyone would ever want to make someone feel that bad. I feel like everything just crumbled right before my eyes, and there was nothing that I can do about it. I have been sitting here all day waiting for any word, nothing. I cant wait anymore, i am going nuts. So i am going home for the night/ maybe weekend. I need to be alone, yet its the thing that i am fearing the most. But i miss my actual house. MY BED! I guess that I just need time to think about everything. UGH. Well tis all.....