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I hate that feeling of confusion. where everything that you have dreamed of is down the drain and there is no use of turning back because nothing would be there. I don't like not having anyone in my life that I could love unconditionally. James is happy with Heather and I respect that. That child is going to have great parents, I am sure of it. At the same time, I am also kind of lost, and hopeless to say the least. I miss waking up to someone, but most of all I miss the warm feeling of standing next to someone you care about so much with the utter anticipation of anything that could happen at that second. Sweaty palms and all. Maybe it's time that I give an old friend a call.