Feb 19, 2005 14:49
Ya know what...I'm so sick of feeling like I can't do anything I want to do without hurting someone. And if what I want to do hurts any of you.. then stop hanging out with me. Because, no offense, but 10 years from now none of us will even remember who half of us are. And yeah, you might stay friends through email or whatever, but this is how much I care. I don't. I don't plan on staying here, I don't plan on being friends with hardly anybody from here once I leave. Cause, besides the select few that I can trust and actually care about, I will be more than happy to forget the rest. And Sorry, that's just the truth. Most of those who call themselves my "friends" don't really know me that well. It's just a fact. I will have to live with it. And I'm fine with it. Cause I'd rather have 1 best friend than 100 ok friends. By the way, I don't like to be controlled. I'm a big girl, I can make my own decisions about my life. If you don't like what I do, who I hang out with, or whatever else, then bite me. PLEASE...I'm so sick of people trying to make me pick between one thing or another. I am who I am, and that's just me. If you don't like it, then leave. JESUS, MARY, AND JOSEPH!