just when things are going well....
wow.... boys suck, even the grown up, men ones... wow
i really thought things were going well with this one. we'd been seeing eachother A LOT the past two weeks, and we had a blast. and then "i really like you, but i don't forsee this turning into a relationship", oh, and "in my experience, dating nineteen yearolds never works out". THEN WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CONTINUE TO DATE THEM? and, realize that this conversation happens while we are in bed, discussing having sex. i say "i like you and i want to wait because i don't want this to be just about the sex." which is ALL he wanted evidently. i mean, i appreciate his honesty, he didn't want to "hurt" me... whatever, i am pissed. why the fuck did he spend so much time lately if he didn't forsee it going anywhere. oh yeah, because he is on the rebound and i am the dumb fuck who decided to ignore that.
why is it every time i am about to go up to michigan, something shitty happens??? seriously, i can NEVER go up there when things are are going completely well for me. oh well. hopefully i get nice and drunk before i go out dancing tomorrow. and hopefully i get some good shit for christmas. yeah, that's right, i want good shit, i am in a greedy mood right now. i just got burned. i can be that way if i want to.
merry christmas.
i really thought things were going well with this one. we'd been seeing eachother A LOT the past two weeks, and we had a blast. and then "i really like you, but i don't forsee this turning into a relationship", oh, and "in my experience, dating nineteen yearolds never works out". THEN WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CONTINUE TO DATE THEM? and, realize that this conversation happens while we are in bed, discussing having sex. i say "i like you and i want to wait because i don't want this to be just about the sex." which is ALL he wanted evidently. i mean, i appreciate his honesty, he didn't want to "hurt" me... whatever, i am pissed. why the fuck did he spend so much time lately if he didn't forsee it going anywhere. oh yeah, because he is on the rebound and i am the dumb fuck who decided to ignore that.
why is it every time i am about to go up to michigan, something shitty happens??? seriously, i can NEVER go up there when things are are going completely well for me. oh well. hopefully i get nice and drunk before i go out dancing tomorrow. and hopefully i get some good shit for christmas. yeah, that's right, i want good shit, i am in a greedy mood right now. i just got burned. i can be that way if i want to.
merry christmas.