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Today has not been a very good day. This semester hasn't been a very good semester. School is truly awful at the moment. I've cried on the phone to my Mother several times this week alone. I just don't know what I'm doing anymore.
My grade is my Analytical class is awful. She's an unfair grader, who would rather give us a test that's too long as opposed to too short. So when some of us don't get a chance to complete all the questions, it's -30 points for you. I don't understand college professors, A.) You're not teachers, you're smart, but that doesn't mean you can teach, in fact most of you suck at it royally. B.) Why aren't college teachers made to take some sort of education class?
Because of all this drama with my minor, it may affect me getting into the college of education. And I'm probably going to be here another semester because of it. I've worked so hard, I study my butt off, I get involved in things. I'm a great student, yet I won't get into my program? What the fuck? My lovely dreams are being shattered right before my eyes... and I'm not handing it well at all.
There was a time when I would think about the future, marriage, kids, the normal things. Currently I'm stuck with how am I going to survive? I can't handle this pressure any more. I just want to go home. Away from my roommates, who are very nice people, we just have different personalities (i.e. I love the Olympics, and she thinks that it's a propaganda thing). I don't really like it here any more. I love the friends I've made here, but the quality of my education is the issue. I feel like this school doesn't know what the heck it's doing (i.e. chemistry dept), and the students are forced to do graduate level work in their undergrad.
I don't know what I was thinking picking this minor. Apparently I had way too high an opinion of myself, and thought that I was actually intelligent, well thank you Grand Valley for showing me that I'm not. Thanks for crushing my soul, my dreams, and my life.
My grade is my Analytical class is awful. She's an unfair grader, who would rather give us a test that's too long as opposed to too short. So when some of us don't get a chance to complete all the questions, it's -30 points for you. I don't understand college professors, A.) You're not teachers, you're smart, but that doesn't mean you can teach, in fact most of you suck at it royally. B.) Why aren't college teachers made to take some sort of education class?
Because of all this drama with my minor, it may affect me getting into the college of education. And I'm probably going to be here another semester because of it. I've worked so hard, I study my butt off, I get involved in things. I'm a great student, yet I won't get into my program? What the fuck? My lovely dreams are being shattered right before my eyes... and I'm not handing it well at all.
There was a time when I would think about the future, marriage, kids, the normal things. Currently I'm stuck with how am I going to survive? I can't handle this pressure any more. I just want to go home. Away from my roommates, who are very nice people, we just have different personalities (i.e. I love the Olympics, and she thinks that it's a propaganda thing). I don't really like it here any more. I love the friends I've made here, but the quality of my education is the issue. I feel like this school doesn't know what the heck it's doing (i.e. chemistry dept), and the students are forced to do graduate level work in their undergrad.
I don't know what I was thinking picking this minor. Apparently I had way too high an opinion of myself, and thought that I was actually intelligent, well thank you Grand Valley for showing me that I'm not. Thanks for crushing my soul, my dreams, and my life.