Jul 22, 2007 14:08
It hit me. It finally hit me.
Deep into Deathly Hallows, I discovered that this is the last book. All the answers to my burning questions will be answered. So why was I struggling to read the book in a day? Anxiousness. Anxious to see who will die and who will live. Anxious to see what will happen to the other characters. But why, why should I struggle to finish something that has been a big part of my life?
I got to chapter 20 yesterday after 10 hours of reading, not straight. I stopped here and there for food or to walk around. Last night, while reading, I noticed that if there wasn't and quotations indicating someone talking, it would take me forever to read those few pages. When I noticed there was quotations, I skipped some lines just to get to the next quote. I'm not savoring everything. I'm not taking everything it. I could be missing key things just because I was to dive deeper into the book.
Maybe I was frustrated. Frustrated with the fact that every other paragraph J.K. has a sentence then a colon following it. It's never been like that before with so many colons. And,to my dismay, the enter button wasn't hit more than once. There wasn't a break in the lines to indicate that a new day has started or something new in that day. :/
With a little over half of the book completed, I plan on reading on when I feel like it. I can't skip lines just to see what happens next. With cleaning and eating to keep me occupied, I should be able to want more of Deathly Hallows thus leading to me being more focused on the book and not dozing off half way through a sentence.
If you ever find a book that is a big part of your life, don't read it all in one day/night. Savor everything in it. Go back a few pages and re-read them if you stopped for a break for a half an hour. Re-fresh your mind and discover what you would have missed if you didn't take that break to rest your dry, itchy eyes.
sad,
the end,
wtf,
harry potter and the deathly hallows