Grrr...
Can't even post on FB, because all my RL friends are on FB.
I feel pretty much worthless right about now.
I realize that most educated, enlightened females realized they don't need a man in their life years ago and more power to them for it. I applaud them for that realization and wish I could do the same.
But I haven't had a man in my life for more than a few dates and/or a few makeout sessions in someone's car. What is it about me that is so only slightly attractive that I can only attract a man for a few weeks at a time?
It's really so very disheartening when everyone around you has someone, or has at least had someone, and I've never had anyone who lasted long enough for even my sister or my best friend to know about them.
I know that relationships can be a lot more trouble than they're worth and sometimes we're better off without them, but I'm at the point where I'd rather discover that for myself than listen to other people tell me about it.
I feel so completely worthless right now and I've been working hard over the past few weeks to hold onto something that won't make feel that way and I just can't. It's too much right now and I just can't do it.
I feel pretty much worthless right about now.
I realize that most educated, enlightened females realized they don't need a man in their life years ago and more power to them for it. I applaud them for that realization and wish I could do the same.
But I haven't had a man in my life for more than a few dates and/or a few makeout sessions in someone's car. What is it about me that is so only slightly attractive that I can only attract a man for a few weeks at a time?
It's really so very disheartening when everyone around you has someone, or has at least had someone, and I've never had anyone who lasted long enough for even my sister or my best friend to know about them.
I know that relationships can be a lot more trouble than they're worth and sometimes we're better off without them, but I'm at the point where I'd rather discover that for myself than listen to other people tell me about it.
I feel so completely worthless right now and I've been working hard over the past few weeks to hold onto something that won't make feel that way and I just can't. It's too much right now and I just can't do it.