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I really need to see my boy! I have not seen him since last week Wednesday and I am apparently very needy.
Everyone was in an out of the lab today. Today was the day we were all going to go support one of the high school students that was a junior lab researcher with us over the summer. She asked to work on her Science Fair Project with us and for the past several months we have. So I guess she called up Mara and said not to come on Friday (today) "no one will be there"she said, but Mara talked with the director over at the Science Fair, yes they will. "Well I'm not going to be there" (she says) so she lied to Mara about it so we wouldn't come and support her after all we've done already. Yesterday was her birthday and I made her fudge, she really loves my fudge, and now I can't even give it to her. I've been feeding it to the rest of the office instead. I can not believe she was that disrespectful.
So back to me being needy. Since we are all here, to go see her, instead everyone was generally mulling about. Not a lot goes on during the average Friday around here. As a result both Diego and Evan spent some time in the lab with us. Here's where the emotionally needy comes in. I am drawn to warm cuddly boy types, I am particularly bad as I know one in particular is especially inclined to give me hugs etc. (bad Katie, bad *slaps hand*) I was having big problems staying in my seat and not giving in to the power of hugs. I blame James, being cuddly and huggy and just as affectionate as I am all those years, he warped my mental image of boyness. Nothing came of that, trust me I know (*why smile*) and I got used to that safeness. Not all boys are so safe, not that I think that Diego is unsafe in anyway, just to spare his feelings and mine when/if I would have to set him straight.
Does this post make any sense at all? I think not.
Also global warming is alive and well.
Everyone was in an out of the lab today. Today was the day we were all going to go support one of the high school students that was a junior lab researcher with us over the summer. She asked to work on her Science Fair Project with us and for the past several months we have. So I guess she called up Mara and said not to come on Friday (today) "no one will be there"she said, but Mara talked with the director over at the Science Fair, yes they will. "Well I'm not going to be there" (she says) so she lied to Mara about it so we wouldn't come and support her after all we've done already. Yesterday was her birthday and I made her fudge, she really loves my fudge, and now I can't even give it to her. I've been feeding it to the rest of the office instead. I can not believe she was that disrespectful.
So back to me being needy. Since we are all here, to go see her, instead everyone was generally mulling about. Not a lot goes on during the average Friday around here. As a result both Diego and Evan spent some time in the lab with us. Here's where the emotionally needy comes in. I am drawn to warm cuddly boy types, I am particularly bad as I know one in particular is especially inclined to give me hugs etc. (bad Katie, bad *slaps hand*) I was having big problems staying in my seat and not giving in to the power of hugs. I blame James, being cuddly and huggy and just as affectionate as I am all those years, he warped my mental image of boyness. Nothing came of that, trust me I know (*why smile*) and I got used to that safeness. Not all boys are so safe, not that I think that Diego is unsafe in anyway, just to spare his feelings and mine when/if I would have to set him straight.
Does this post make any sense at all? I think not.
Also global warming is alive and well.