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ok, so i have pin pointed this problem that i have. i seriously cant see something that i like, and not buy it. even if i am poor and all i have left is enough to eat or buy a skirt... i am sad to say that i think i might buy the skirt instead. i worked tonight and made some bling. enough to buy this bathing suit that i want, and i plan on getting it tomorrow. i should save my money for better things, but when i try to think of some... i cant. shopping and feeling like i look nice makes me very very happy. happier than it probably should.
i am back in kennesaw for the weekend. i love this place. no matter how bored i am or how much i despise working when i come home, i am happy doing so. just because it lets me be home. ::sigh:: yay.
last night was crazy fun. my brothers band (he's their manager) had their CD release party at EarthinkLive and i was their merch girl. the bands name is uncrowned and i liked them way more than i thought i would. not my typical happy go lucky and sickening to many music of choice, but i really did like it. the only drawback was i dont think i was dressed right. ha, so i am standing there (wearing black pants and a pink silk cami) and some guy walks up to me and starts talking to me quite rudely. he finally asked me where i went to school and when i told him uga he goes:
"you would go to UGA, you look like one of those richy snob daddy's girls"
ugh, i was so nice to him too! thats one reason why i hate uga... because we are hated by almost all. and i try to be nice but i think there might be this reputation of being snobby and full of ourselves... but i really dont think i am. but of course, in saying this i sound fully of myself... so crap. you know what i am trying to say here. but overall, kickass night.
found out this afternoon about going to Peru! my parents are sending me. this group of doctors from Emory started a hospital about 10 years ago there and rely on volunteer staff. so my friend since preschool and i going for 4 to 6 weeks, or the whole summer... or however long we want! i get to work daily with babies (which we all know i love) and sarah and i will live in the one of the doctors houses where we will have a cook and a person to take us around whenever we want to travel about south america. this is seriously the opprotunity of a lifetime. i'll live somewhere outside of Lima and get to really work on my spanish! ha!
i want to get away. away from those who judge me, those who i cant stop loving no matter how bad you are to me, those who i just dont want to see, everyone. even those who i DO want to see... i have to do this. i have to get away. thats what i wanted from my italy trip but i didnt make it into the program. i am so stoked. anyone and everyone... COME VISIT ME! i think this is going to really help me grow and mature. hopefully i can handle the conditions. and by that i dont mean amenities, i could care less about that. just watching babies be sick. i am one of those people who hurts whenever i see anyone else hurting. cry if anyone else is crying. stuff like that. i know.. lame.
its like i love everything so much, that its almost too much to handle sometimes. hopefully this trip will help me work through that and learn how into help instead. saweeeeeeet
i am back in kennesaw for the weekend. i love this place. no matter how bored i am or how much i despise working when i come home, i am happy doing so. just because it lets me be home. ::sigh:: yay.
last night was crazy fun. my brothers band (he's their manager) had their CD release party at EarthinkLive and i was their merch girl. the bands name is uncrowned and i liked them way more than i thought i would. not my typical happy go lucky and sickening to many music of choice, but i really did like it. the only drawback was i dont think i was dressed right. ha, so i am standing there (wearing black pants and a pink silk cami) and some guy walks up to me and starts talking to me quite rudely. he finally asked me where i went to school and when i told him uga he goes:
"you would go to UGA, you look like one of those richy snob daddy's girls"
ugh, i was so nice to him too! thats one reason why i hate uga... because we are hated by almost all. and i try to be nice but i think there might be this reputation of being snobby and full of ourselves... but i really dont think i am. but of course, in saying this i sound fully of myself... so crap. you know what i am trying to say here. but overall, kickass night.
found out this afternoon about going to Peru! my parents are sending me. this group of doctors from Emory started a hospital about 10 years ago there and rely on volunteer staff. so my friend since preschool and i going for 4 to 6 weeks, or the whole summer... or however long we want! i get to work daily with babies (which we all know i love) and sarah and i will live in the one of the doctors houses where we will have a cook and a person to take us around whenever we want to travel about south america. this is seriously the opprotunity of a lifetime. i'll live somewhere outside of Lima and get to really work on my spanish! ha!
i want to get away. away from those who judge me, those who i cant stop loving no matter how bad you are to me, those who i just dont want to see, everyone. even those who i DO want to see... i have to do this. i have to get away. thats what i wanted from my italy trip but i didnt make it into the program. i am so stoked. anyone and everyone... COME VISIT ME! i think this is going to really help me grow and mature. hopefully i can handle the conditions. and by that i dont mean amenities, i could care less about that. just watching babies be sick. i am one of those people who hurts whenever i see anyone else hurting. cry if anyone else is crying. stuff like that. i know.. lame.
its like i love everything so much, that its almost too much to handle sometimes. hopefully this trip will help me work through that and learn how into help instead. saweeeeeeet