lonesome and no one to count on
so i have a bad headache and horrible cramps at the moment
it kinda feel like theres a demon in my tummy hah
and i miss jonathan ALOT!
I talked to him today wich made me happy and he wants to come home and i want him 2 to =(
Hopefully he can bribe(sp?) his mom into letting him come home. I sure hope soooo =/
I love him... and when i say love i mean it.. i dont just say it because i think thats how i feel ... I KNOW thats how i feel. i mean we were together for 3years im so used to being around him and i havent seen him for about a month and i feel like i just lost my best friend or something =/
I HOPE,PRAY, WISH...that he comes back here soon because if not i just dont no what i'll do?
It's so hard to move on, im defantly not ready to move on well at least not for a long time.
And im moving soon like in 2 weeks.. i have to stay at my grandmas for 2 weeks until the new house is ready so its going to suck living at m g-mas =/
skool is thursday im sooo not ready to go back
tomorrow all day we have to clean and pack all my shit and everything else. then i have to go to the school and get my schedule then after that im going school shopping so that should be a busy busy day=/
im so phyically and mentally exhausted. i feel like just sleeping for a day straight
oh ya im sun burnt on my nose .. i look kinda like a elve now haha wow im silly
i think i need to go to bed.
this is like the earliest ive went to bed all summer but ya
im outie
peace!
it kinda feel like theres a demon in my tummy hah
and i miss jonathan ALOT!
I talked to him today wich made me happy and he wants to come home and i want him 2 to =(
Hopefully he can bribe(sp?) his mom into letting him come home. I sure hope soooo =/
I love him... and when i say love i mean it.. i dont just say it because i think thats how i feel ... I KNOW thats how i feel. i mean we were together for 3years im so used to being around him and i havent seen him for about a month and i feel like i just lost my best friend or something =/
I HOPE,PRAY, WISH...that he comes back here soon because if not i just dont no what i'll do?
It's so hard to move on, im defantly not ready to move on well at least not for a long time.
And im moving soon like in 2 weeks.. i have to stay at my grandmas for 2 weeks until the new house is ready so its going to suck living at m g-mas =/
skool is thursday im sooo not ready to go back
tomorrow all day we have to clean and pack all my shit and everything else. then i have to go to the school and get my schedule then after that im going school shopping so that should be a busy busy day=/
im so phyically and mentally exhausted. i feel like just sleeping for a day straight
oh ya im sun burnt on my nose .. i look kinda like a elve now haha wow im silly
i think i need to go to bed.
this is like the earliest ive went to bed all summer but ya
im outie
peace!