Aug 16, 2005 22:15
Um.. I haven't wrote in this in like a while. Shit was really good but then everything went down hill really really fast unfortunatly. Besides when me, Jazzy, Emmy and Robert went to Warped Tour, it was fucking awesome, met a lot of awesome people. I got TWO hugs from Brandon (lead singer) from Bleeding Through and his autograph and Jazzy said he was pointing at me and said some stuff. I was seriously just freaking out when they were just playing, never mind when that happend. Oh my fucking god, I thought I was going to have a heart attack. but that was the only good part of my week basically.
people don't realize when they hurt someone. And don't even realize what the other person feels. I mean yea, if they realize it all that will happen is they'll feel guilty or feel bad for the person but people have to realize you have to work at life and work throw things. Which I am trying to do at the moment, but other things make it hard when things happen and get in the way.
and for some reason people think that it's easy to get through, which it's not at all. I know from both sides of it and I know if you are the person on the other side there is absolutly nothing you can do but it helps when that person helps you get through it.
So, I just want help, just to get over you. I know you probably don't care, but if you care about me as much as you say you do then, help me.