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[katie2071]

wow I fucking hate people right now. seriously. tried to sort shit out last night with some people and that went alright I guess. Thank you guys who did that it means a lot (you know who you are). But people are seriously pisses me off lately (two people in general) and one of them is my step father because he desides to be a dick every once and a while and fucking scream in my face and another I am not going to mention because he likes to go 2 nights without calling and then comes home and doesn't bother to pick up the phone to call either then leaves for his friends house. which he knows pisses me off, considering he was just home for an hour and didn't even bother to call, shows how much he loves me now doesn't it. Now people might get what I mean when I say what I said the other day. ehhm. But doesn't seem like you're going to get the point=/ because you'll just call tonight and be all nice and sweet and pretend you didn't do anything wrong which you didn't for the most part but you know how that gets to me. and besides that everything has been shit. yes, shit shit shit. I am in a fucking emo mood and have been for the past like 10 days. It's starting to piss the fuck out of me because for some reason I feel like this and half of it I don't even know why. I can't get over something that I did and it won't go away even if I did "talk" about it with him, IT DIDN'T GO AWAY. IT DIDN'T MAKE ME FEEL ANY BETTER! I hate being all fucking ehhh!!! >:( no matter what I do it seriously wont go away. and Yes, I have been acting weird around people because just yea everything been seriously in a big ass blur. It's not clearing up or if I do anything about it, it doesn't make me feel any better! BAHh!

and yes, this is my journal I can fucking write what I want, I can fucking write how I feel so..if you don't like it and feel I complain too much then don't fucking read it and fuck off! because yes, I know I complain too much and right now I don't give a fuck! So PISS OFF COCKSUCKERS!