Panic, take 2.
Subject test is tomorrow. I feel grossly unprepared. I know freaking out is not the right path to take.
What I know and what I do are not communicating very well.
I kind of want to throw up, and wish I didn't panic about these things so hard. I've always been at least a decent test taker, but it doesn't stop me from stomach twisting terror every time. My only comfort is that this is hopefully the last time I will have to deal with ETS and their nonsense, forever. Because if I don't make it into grad school in the 5 years these test scores are good, then to hell with it, I'm not going.
Anyway, I'm up past my self-perscribed bedtime, and have to be up by 7 tomorrow.
TTFN
What I know and what I do are not communicating very well.
I kind of want to throw up, and wish I didn't panic about these things so hard. I've always been at least a decent test taker, but it doesn't stop me from stomach twisting terror every time. My only comfort is that this is hopefully the last time I will have to deal with ETS and their nonsense, forever. Because if I don't make it into grad school in the 5 years these test scores are good, then to hell with it, I'm not going.
Anyway, I'm up past my self-perscribed bedtime, and have to be up by 7 tomorrow.
TTFN