I feel like I'm playing tennis with homework.
So, even though it is not awesome at all, and everyone does it all the time, I still am pretty damn pleased with myself for writing two papers this weekend. And one of them involved reading a play beforehand. I was proud, and didn't even end up trying to finish one this morning.
For those who are rolling their eyes, I don't think you understand just how badly I have procrastinated before, or how epically I have dropped the ball on homework.
I was still up until almost 3 finishing the last paper, but that was not because writing it took overly long, just actually figuring out what I wanted to say and how I wanted to say it took forever. My brain decided to take last night to go into complete blank-stare mode. My name and the date at the top of the blank document didn't look too impressive...
Anyway, two of three papers done. A nova special, a 5-10 page paper, and three short stories to read, and most of my workload is done for the year. I'm freaking about the redone health class, because I did not realize until just last week how badly that was going, and I...don't know if I will be able to fix it. Please, everyone pray. Because I have done the homework, and I have done everything, I just...apparently wasn't doing it well enough. I'm still hoping to squeeze by with a passing grade...please God. I don't want to take any more science. And I can't handle the humiliation of that class ass kicking me, again.
On better notes that make my stomach do less falling, last lab today! We're heading down to the park by the lake, and looking at the visible falt line that's there. If I had been thinking, I would have snagged someone's camera. But I wasn't, so you'll all just have to imagine the pretteh that is our lake.
I should start paying attention.
TTFN
For those who are rolling their eyes, I don't think you understand just how badly I have procrastinated before, or how epically I have dropped the ball on homework.
I was still up until almost 3 finishing the last paper, but that was not because writing it took overly long, just actually figuring out what I wanted to say and how I wanted to say it took forever. My brain decided to take last night to go into complete blank-stare mode. My name and the date at the top of the blank document didn't look too impressive...
Anyway, two of three papers done. A nova special, a 5-10 page paper, and three short stories to read, and most of my workload is done for the year. I'm freaking about the redone health class, because I did not realize until just last week how badly that was going, and I...don't know if I will be able to fix it. Please, everyone pray. Because I have done the homework, and I have done everything, I just...apparently wasn't doing it well enough. I'm still hoping to squeeze by with a passing grade...please God. I don't want to take any more science. And I can't handle the humiliation of that class ass kicking me, again.
On better notes that make my stomach do less falling, last lab today! We're heading down to the park by the lake, and looking at the visible falt line that's there. If I had been thinking, I would have snagged someone's camera. But I wasn't, so you'll all just have to imagine the pretteh that is our lake.
I should start paying attention.
TTFN