stress makes me bitchy
I've got the retake of the math test tomorrow, need to do finishing touches on my article, and am generally feeling like I'm losing control of myself. I'm debating whether to bother with restless sleep, or just pull an all nighter to study. I don't feel like I've got control of anything, and I'm so scared that I'm going to fail, because I haven't been able to study very much. If I fail this, I don't know what I'm going to do, besides having to take it for school at some point, and having it be just as hard. I'll also feel bad, because of all the money mom put on tutors and for me to take the class.
I don't know what to do...I know I'm not going to sleep well, but I also don't know if I can handle the stress of no sleep on top of everything else, or if it'll just make me lose it completely and break down.
And on top of all of this, Rachel is watching a movie on her computer, and she has the loudest most annoying laugh ever, and keeps laughing at her movie. It's irritating me to no end, but I won't say anything. I try to keep my bitchiness to myself. It would be unkind to start screaming at her just because I'm having a bad night.
Fuck this.
TTFN
I don't know what to do...I know I'm not going to sleep well, but I also don't know if I can handle the stress of no sleep on top of everything else, or if it'll just make me lose it completely and break down.
And on top of all of this, Rachel is watching a movie on her computer, and she has the loudest most annoying laugh ever, and keeps laughing at her movie. It's irritating me to no end, but I won't say anything. I try to keep my bitchiness to myself. It would be unkind to start screaming at her just because I'm having a bad night.
Fuck this.
TTFN