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i've been doing a lot of thinking lately, mainly about my prorities and my friends.
and how much i've matured and changed, for the better.
&trust, love, hate, fights, peace, war, honor, envy, jealousy and honesty,
about mistakes and unfinished situations.
and i've come to realize, that i'm the one who can always get my friends to express mtheirselvs, i'm always the one to help people.
and i need to start helping myself.
not one person knows everything about me. not one person knows close to everything about me.
so i'm writing it all out. i'm not sure what i'm going to with it when it's done. maybe show a few close friends.
it seems as if i can't keep a close friends. this was unintentiional, but i'd like to keep a few.
i need to start putting myself first, breaking my habits, and keeping my promises.
remember when livejournals were sweet?
and how much i've matured and changed, for the better.
&trust, love, hate, fights, peace, war, honor, envy, jealousy and honesty,
about mistakes and unfinished situations.
and i've come to realize, that i'm the one who can always get my friends to express mtheirselvs, i'm always the one to help people.
and i need to start helping myself.
not one person knows everything about me. not one person knows close to everything about me.
so i'm writing it all out. i'm not sure what i'm going to with it when it's done. maybe show a few close friends.
it seems as if i can't keep a close friends. this was unintentiional, but i'd like to keep a few.
i need to start putting myself first, breaking my habits, and keeping my promises.
remember when livejournals were sweet?