Kathryn , its amber. Im sure i'm the last person you want to hear from right now and i'm sure you could kill me and not give a fuck but if anything i want you to hear this , i read ur entry ( above ) about jenny and it made me want to cry. I never had a best friend like you described how you and jenny were and the fact that you feel like i took that away from you , i feel awful i guess i really never realized how close you guys were and i figured you shouldn't be mad at the fact that me and jenny were just hanging out. I never intended to take ur place and i still dont . Me and jenny are friends sure and we do hang out alot but its because we get along but we could never have anything like wat you and her did and i would never want to try and replace all the things and moments you've shared with each other. If it takes me and jennny not to be friends in order for you guys to be best friends again fine i can do that i really dont even care if your still mad at me because having a friendship like you and jenny obviously did that shouldn't be ruined and i'm sorry for making it seem like thats wat i was trying to do. - Amber
hey it wasn't just you, it was us too. but i don't want you guys to stop being friends.. you guys just like bug me because no offence but you act like you like like eachother & its really weird & annoying. i relaly want to be friends and stuff, but i just really can't see past your crazy loud obnoxious thing when all of us hang-out. it really bugs me bucause people have told me how you can be like really cool & calm, & i wish i could see that but i just can't. i'm just pissed becuase you promised me that you & jenny wern't gonna be best friends then i read that note you wrote saying you guys were, it fopr real pissed me off so bad i wanted toy fucking like punch you & a did smack jenny & leave the rioom when i read it, no one understands & no one really ever will how this whole thing is making me feel
i just wish we could get past this shit.
& thanks for the comment, it was really nice of you, i really do appreciate it & it did make me feel better
oh yeah, you could have gone to matt's last night i wouldn't have cared.. i trust him lol if you need somewhere to go anytime you can always call me or him <3
well you know what jenny the first time i tried taking you in my room to talk to you, you said no second time, you decited to ditch me for abmer 3rd time you took your dog to the vet, not but it's your fault were not ebst friends anymore if you stopped treating me like shit it would be different but i know i'm mean to you too, & i'm definetly not saying that im perfect or anything i just wish we could tlak, liek we used to so i guess it's up to you if you want to make this woek, i didall i could & nothign woked, so i guess it's up to you now
i miss you a lot, even though i act like i don't i really do. your like a sister to me, one that i always fight with, your my hero, i can tell you everything, even though you never help. you always try to protact me, even thogh i don't listen were not best friends, were barely friends, but your still the most inportant girl in my life, & i'd still do anything for you like best friends do we jsut need space like we've been giving eachother this will work out eventually, i hope
- Amber
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it wasn't just you, it was us too. but i don't want you guys to stop being friends.. you guys just like bug me because no offence but you act like you like like eachother & its really weird & annoying.
i relaly want to be friends and stuff, but i just really can't see past your crazy loud obnoxious thing when all of us hang-out. it really bugs me bucause people have told me how you can be like really cool & calm, & i wish i could see that but i just can't.
i'm just pissed becuase you promised me that you & jenny wern't gonna be best friends then i read that note you wrote saying you guys were, it fopr real pissed me off so bad i wanted toy fucking like punch you & a did smack jenny & leave the rioom when i read it, no one understands & no one really ever will how this whole thing is making me feel
i just wish we could get past this shit.
& thanks for the comment, it was really nice of you, i really do appreciate it & it did make me feel better
oh yeah, you could have gone to matt's last night i wouldn't have cared.. i trust him lol
if you need somewhere to go anytime you can always call me or him <3
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this truly sucks, an i dont know what to do.
i need somone to talk to
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the first time i tried taking you in my room to talk to you, you said no
second time, you decited to ditch me for abmer
3rd time you took your dog to the vet, not
but it's your fault were not ebst friends anymore if you stopped treating me like shit it would be different
but i know i'm mean to you too, & i'm definetly not saying that im perfect or anything
i just wish we could tlak, liek we used to
so i guess it's up to you if you want to make this woek, i didall i could & nothign woked, so i guess it's up to you now
i miss you a lot, even though i act like i don't i really do.
your like a sister to me, one that i always fight with, your my hero, i can tell you everything, even though you never help. you always try to protact me, even thogh i don't listen
were not best friends, were barely friends, but your still the most inportant girl in my life, & i'd still do anything for you like best friends do
we jsut need space like we've been giving eachother
this will work out eventually, i hope
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