D Minus
I should be writing my final papers for Capstone and Theatre History. I don't want to. This, of course, means that I'll be up writing instead of going out tonight. Who am i kidding...I'll go out. Just not for long. Besides, the term "beer curve" wouldn't exist if it wasn't a real phenomenon, right? here's hopin.....
there is SO much to say about life right now. I haven't even mentioned the immense victory that was my capstone on this thing. I'm surrounded by talent, kids. I'm proud of myself for making L5Y actually happen, but i tell ya it wouldn't matter if it weren't for the amazing talent of the designers and actors i (miraculously) got on board with it. at this moment, i'm waiting for the audio recording from the show to finish loading on my computer. and at this moment, I can't help thinking that despite the fact that i practically made Krissie my slave, Amy can't show up to anything on time, Nando wasn't always easy to read, and Mike doesn't have a freaking car, i absolutely love all four of them, and i am SO glad i got to hang out with them for the last month.
now that it's all done, i just don't know what to do with myself. the family is gone, and my apartment feels soooooooo empty. i'm not used to being here this much.
and that is why i'm going out tonight, even though i should finish the papers first, and THEN have fun. because i'm just feeling so restless and alone, and i need friends around me for a little while.
yep, show withdrawls and being alone do not a good student make. just a few more hours, though, and i won't have to worry about the student thing. the withdrawls and lonliness? yeah, i guess i'll figure those out later.
there is SO much to say about life right now. I haven't even mentioned the immense victory that was my capstone on this thing. I'm surrounded by talent, kids. I'm proud of myself for making L5Y actually happen, but i tell ya it wouldn't matter if it weren't for the amazing talent of the designers and actors i (miraculously) got on board with it. at this moment, i'm waiting for the audio recording from the show to finish loading on my computer. and at this moment, I can't help thinking that despite the fact that i practically made Krissie my slave, Amy can't show up to anything on time, Nando wasn't always easy to read, and Mike doesn't have a freaking car, i absolutely love all four of them, and i am SO glad i got to hang out with them for the last month.
now that it's all done, i just don't know what to do with myself. the family is gone, and my apartment feels soooooooo empty. i'm not used to being here this much.
and that is why i'm going out tonight, even though i should finish the papers first, and THEN have fun. because i'm just feeling so restless and alone, and i need friends around me for a little while.
yep, show withdrawls and being alone do not a good student make. just a few more hours, though, and i won't have to worry about the student thing. the withdrawls and lonliness? yeah, i guess i'll figure those out later.