My Strangest Dream
I had a dream last night. It was about fandom. But people from RL and fandom was there. It's so weird. I want my dream to be analyzed.
Pardon the wrong grammar and all. I typed this in my cellphone right after I woke up so that I wont forget it and before posting this in my journal, I didn't bother to re-read it. I don't want to edit it anymore. Sometimes when I do that, I tend to change the details of my dream because I think it didn't happen or different events happened. Finally, sorry for the change in font color, I only copy paste this from my cellphone.
I can't remember if I really started in the correct story, but here it is.
It was announced that there will be a HSJ concert here in the Philippines. I knew that there will be a concert. But, on the day of the concert, we we're doing some project before it. It was a group project. But, as far as I can remember, I was the only one doing it. My groupmates were there just watching me. Eventually they disappeared. I didn't know who my groupmates were in my dream. I am not sure why but I think it's because they're all preparing for the concert. Then all I knew was that I am going to the concert too. Everyone headed to the venue to buy concert goods but I was still there. Doing our project. Our project? I can't quite understand it. We were asked to make something themed,"colorwheel". All materials given were just a bucket, some strange paste to mix to produce different colors. I struggled to mix different paste to produce different colors but all I can make were the primary and secondary colors plus pink. In the end, I came up with a bucket half full of little jelly-like balls with a size of marbles. Then I mixed them up with frosted ice pops to make it more colorful. While doing that I saw the work of the different group. It was almost the same with ours. The differences were just their balls were more solid like it was very hard and their colors were the primary and secondary minus violet. Also, instead of ice pops, they used color pens. When I was about to finish, I heard a loud sound announcing that the concert is about to start only to realize that I was in a green meadow. It was not that far from the concert venue so I grabbed my Chinen uchiwa and ran to the concert. When I arrived, I already have my seat reserved thanks to Reg. The concert venue was small. It looked like a theater house. The seats are of only three sets like that of D.L. Umali Hall's but the seats were plentier. If you're facing the stage, my seat is in the right block. It was I think behind seven rows from the stage and I'm positioned near the left aisle of that block of seats. Can you imagine it? Next to me was Reg then Cyril, Ange and following were the dota gays. Among our group, I was the only one who has an uchiwa. Finally, the concert started. Everyone was enjoying but I'm the only one who was hyped up. Suddenly, Yamada passed the aisle. I called him and was able to high five with him twice using both hands. It was so awesome. Then a few minutes after, Chinen also passed the aisle. I called him and was able to high five with him but not like what I did with Yamada for he was moving fast. Then Daiki ran infront of us. Yes, infront. And I was in the seventh row of seats. It's like I could hug him at once but since he's running, I only touched his clothes.
Then, I don't know what happened. It's something bad. Also, it looked like the boys ran out of energy and the next thing I know, the concert was having a break. We all went outside. During the break, I saw Cathy. I saw her followed Chinen when he walked up the stairs. It was the most vivid part of my dream. Then it came to me that maybe Cathy will confess. I called her but she didn't hear me. I intended to stop her because I thought the boys really need to rest. When I ran after Cathy, someone grasped my hand. To my surprise, it was Teacher Maris! It seems that she was also watching the concert.
Then the concert resumes in a few minutes. Many people were returning to their seats. I got lost. I went to the left block of seats. There I saw Pritzy and Karla together with Jheanna, June, Coleen and their circle of friends. I was really shocked that they were there. I talked to Pritzy asking if I can sit with them but she said there were no more vacant seats. I went to the middle block of seats and found a vacant one. It was next to where Teacher Maris was seating. Again,I got a seat near the aisle. From right block seventh row near the left aisle, I am now seated to middle block right aisle. I can't remember the row. If you'll imagine it, the right aisle of the middle block is the left aisle of the right aisle. The person seated infront of me was Cathy. And yes, she confessed. I didn't know what happened after she confessed since I didn't ask her. But she told me why she did that. She said, she was waiting for a sign if she really would do that. Then, she said that she got the sign from teacher Maris. She asked for it during our hume10 days. And before the concert took a break, teacher maris gestured something that encouraged her. She also said that she doesn't want to regret not telling Chinen. No matter what Chinen replies, she must do it for she doesn't want to regret.
After that, I was already half awake because of our neighbor's loud music. And that music is distracting my dream to the extent that it's becoming the BGM of my dream and events in my dream was slowly following the song's lyrics. I felt my self struggling to fight against that song from distracting my dream. I was trying to have a deep sleep and when I finally slightly got a hold of it, I can't understand if the concert was already over or it haven't resumed yet. All I knew was that I was still seated in the same place but there were a few people already. Neither Teacher Maris nor Cathy was there anymore. Then, I heard a camera shot. It was Voltaire. He took a picture of the stage. He was sitting on the stairs (the seats are elevated so the aisle were stairs). I can't see his face since that camera he's holding is blocking. He faced me and took a picture of me with flash and I was blinded by the flash. He put down his camera still looking at me, smiling. Then he burst out laughing. He attended the concert too and told me that he was taking pictures of me while I was screaming my guts out to those boys. He showed me the pictures and we both laughed out loud.
Then I woke up.
I think, I missed the concert.
I tried to remember my dream. Though I didn't see this in my dream, it was in my mind and I know it happened: Chinen. He cried. I don't know why but it's connected with Cathy. Also, though I didn't see them in my dream but when I woke up, I know these people were there: Niahchii,Ate Yel, Ate Jawbi, Bets, Izsa and Pauline.
PS: Teacher Maris is my adviser in college. Other people I mentioned except Reg and Pau are people who don't know HSJ at all. They're not in to fandom, really. While some are kpop fans. As for Voltaire, uhhh...gets nyo na yon :3 hihi.
Pardon the wrong grammar and all. I typed this in my cellphone right after I woke up so that I wont forget it and before posting this in my journal, I didn't bother to re-read it. I don't want to edit it anymore. Sometimes when I do that, I tend to change the details of my dream because I think it didn't happen or different events happened. Finally, sorry for the change in font color, I only copy paste this from my cellphone.
I can't remember if I really started in the correct story, but here it is.
It was announced that there will be a HSJ concert here in the Philippines. I knew that there will be a concert. But, on the day of the concert, we we're doing some project before it. It was a group project. But, as far as I can remember, I was the only one doing it. My groupmates were there just watching me. Eventually they disappeared. I didn't know who my groupmates were in my dream. I am not sure why but I think it's because they're all preparing for the concert. Then all I knew was that I am going to the concert too. Everyone headed to the venue to buy concert goods but I was still there. Doing our project. Our project? I can't quite understand it. We were asked to make something themed,"colorwheel". All materials given were just a bucket, some strange paste to mix to produce different colors. I struggled to mix different paste to produce different colors but all I can make were the primary and secondary colors plus pink. In the end, I came up with a bucket half full of little jelly-like balls with a size of marbles. Then I mixed them up with frosted ice pops to make it more colorful. While doing that I saw the work of the different group. It was almost the same with ours. The differences were just their balls were more solid like it was very hard and their colors were the primary and secondary minus violet. Also, instead of ice pops, they used color pens. When I was about to finish, I heard a loud sound announcing that the concert is about to start only to realize that I was in a green meadow. It was not that far from the concert venue so I grabbed my Chinen uchiwa and ran to the concert. When I arrived, I already have my seat reserved thanks to Reg. The concert venue was small. It looked like a theater house. The seats are of only three sets like that of D.L. Umali Hall's but the seats were plentier. If you're facing the stage, my seat is in the right block. It was I think behind seven rows from the stage and I'm positioned near the left aisle of that block of seats. Can you imagine it? Next to me was Reg then Cyril, Ange and following were the dota gays. Among our group, I was the only one who has an uchiwa. Finally, the concert started. Everyone was enjoying but I'm the only one who was hyped up. Suddenly, Yamada passed the aisle. I called him and was able to high five with him twice using both hands. It was so awesome. Then a few minutes after, Chinen also passed the aisle. I called him and was able to high five with him but not like what I did with Yamada for he was moving fast. Then Daiki ran infront of us. Yes, infront. And I was in the seventh row of seats. It's like I could hug him at once but since he's running, I only touched his clothes.
Then, I don't know what happened. It's something bad. Also, it looked like the boys ran out of energy and the next thing I know, the concert was having a break. We all went outside. During the break, I saw Cathy. I saw her followed Chinen when he walked up the stairs. It was the most vivid part of my dream. Then it came to me that maybe Cathy will confess. I called her but she didn't hear me. I intended to stop her because I thought the boys really need to rest. When I ran after Cathy, someone grasped my hand. To my surprise, it was Teacher Maris! It seems that she was also watching the concert.
Then the concert resumes in a few minutes. Many people were returning to their seats. I got lost. I went to the left block of seats. There I saw Pritzy and Karla together with Jheanna, June, Coleen and their circle of friends. I was really shocked that they were there. I talked to Pritzy asking if I can sit with them but she said there were no more vacant seats. I went to the middle block of seats and found a vacant one. It was next to where Teacher Maris was seating. Again,I got a seat near the aisle. From right block seventh row near the left aisle, I am now seated to middle block right aisle. I can't remember the row. If you'll imagine it, the right aisle of the middle block is the left aisle of the right aisle. The person seated infront of me was Cathy. And yes, she confessed. I didn't know what happened after she confessed since I didn't ask her. But she told me why she did that. She said, she was waiting for a sign if she really would do that. Then, she said that she got the sign from teacher Maris. She asked for it during our hume10 days. And before the concert took a break, teacher maris gestured something that encouraged her. She also said that she doesn't want to regret not telling Chinen. No matter what Chinen replies, she must do it for she doesn't want to regret.
After that, I was already half awake because of our neighbor's loud music. And that music is distracting my dream to the extent that it's becoming the BGM of my dream and events in my dream was slowly following the song's lyrics. I felt my self struggling to fight against that song from distracting my dream. I was trying to have a deep sleep and when I finally slightly got a hold of it, I can't understand if the concert was already over or it haven't resumed yet. All I knew was that I was still seated in the same place but there were a few people already. Neither Teacher Maris nor Cathy was there anymore. Then, I heard a camera shot. It was Voltaire. He took a picture of the stage. He was sitting on the stairs (the seats are elevated so the aisle were stairs). I can't see his face since that camera he's holding is blocking. He faced me and took a picture of me with flash and I was blinded by the flash. He put down his camera still looking at me, smiling. Then he burst out laughing. He attended the concert too and told me that he was taking pictures of me while I was screaming my guts out to those boys. He showed me the pictures and we both laughed out loud.
Then I woke up.
I think, I missed the concert.
I tried to remember my dream. Though I didn't see this in my dream, it was in my mind and I know it happened: Chinen. He cried. I don't know why but it's connected with Cathy. Also, though I didn't see them in my dream but when I woke up, I know these people were there: Niahchii,Ate Yel, Ate Jawbi, Bets, Izsa and Pauline.
PS: Teacher Maris is my adviser in college. Other people I mentioned except Reg and Pau are people who don't know HSJ at all. They're not in to fandom, really. While some are kpop fans. As for Voltaire, uhhh...gets nyo na yon :3 hihi.