Oct 06, 2004 12:51
tis my birftay i is 16 now and i'm still grounded *tear* i'm at eudemonia right now i'm happy! yay! even tho ellen's pissed at me (yet again) this time it's cuz i'm a slut woot that's fun i seriously think she's making up excuses now, just reasons to not like me.... i miss her a helluva alot too i mean now matter how much she's pissed at me i'm still gonna defend her, love her and think of her as my bestest best best friend. i know she thinks that best friends hang out alot and talk all the time but that's not true. i think a best friend is some one that doesn't have to talk to alot to know you, they just do. but meh what do i know, i'm just a slut in ellen's world, someone who has meaningless sex everytime i do it. just to let yall know when i lost it i was in love i've know most of the people pretty well and i'm friends with most (if not all) the people i've slept with.and i've only had sex with 7 different people only 1 out of them was someone i've known for a day, but we talked alot and hung out alot afterwards. grr i'm just so upset. i don't know what to do but i'm open for suggestions, talk to me in person cuz i'm not allowed on my comp.
i'm still happy cuz i'm 16!!!!