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guess who's back? back again..! yeahh so senior year has been gravy. but i caught senioritis like the 2nd day of school! ahh i've never been this lazy in my whole life. but yeah anyway, i have 2 classes with my ex Chuck... i thought it would be a good thing because i wanted nothing but to get back with him but yeah that did not happen. he got a girlfriend like after 2 weeks of breaking up & she looks like those cholita heffers. i was crushed but... slowly & surely i got over him. wow! he is such an ass! for 1st period english, i was standing behind him 'cause we had to form a line to get somethin from the teacher... my back was facing him cause i was talking to a friend and all of a sudden he says "get the fuck outta my way" & shoved me.... i was so shocked! i was beyond shockeddd... i was so angry 'cause i NEVER did shit to him. i was so mad to the point where i was shaking & so i got up in his face & yelled like there was no tomorrow. it's just so weird. how i used to think the world of him... that no one was sweeter than him.. he really tricked me.. you know... he's one of those guys that are sweet to you when you're his girlfriend but is a motherfucking prick to you when you're broken up. oh wow... and after that incident i still liked him... all my friends told me what an anus he was but i told myself excuses like "he's only doing that 'cause he's hurt/angry about something." but you know what!!! no girl or guy ever deserves to get treated like that ESPECIALLY when they've been nothing but good to them! what a snakeee!!! even still, i don't hate him but look @ him & get flashbacks about our good times together. i wish he did the same but i guess he doesn't have the capabilities of being a fucking MAN. i've moved on & i still see the good in him i just can't understand what in the hell i did to him for him to be such a dick to me? i mean he was the one that broke it off. whateveerrr! screw the bullshit.
buttt yeahhh i got a new boy & his name is japserrr i call him MOOMOO (insider)! he makes me giggle & that's all i need for now. there has been a lot of drama with him already... lol well not with him but it is including his best friend... okay see.. his best friend liked me A LOT (supposedly) first & i thought i was liking him a lil' too. all 3 of us used to always talk 3 way & hung out together & i realized i liked moomoo a lot. so one day i get enough balls to tell moomoo that i like him & to my pleasant surprise... he tells me he feels the same! but out problem was his best friend... moomoo is the greatest friend ever... he told me he wouldn't do anything to jeapordize his friendship so we need to take it supppper slow. so yeah moomoo finally told his best friend i didn't have feelings for him like that & everything was cool i guessss. now we're boyfriend&girlfriend..... aahhhhh i'm happy! i better not get my heart broken!!!! that's not the business =( i'ma take it slow mo. thoooo. that's the best way to go.
k... so i really wanna go to csulb! that's my first college choice! anyone else applying there? good luck everybody on the sat/sat2/act/personal statements/college apps.! God speeeed!!!