May 25, 2005 22:44
k, i officially ♥ borders to the super duper max. early release today so i suggested to my friends that we go to borders. it was so chilll. it was so damn hot outside, it felt nice steppin' into the airconditionin'. so i got alla my homework done in less than 2 hours & it felt soooo fucking awesome. lately, i've been so lazy & it's like such a struggle for me to even start my homework so i think i'ma be @ borders daily.
erg, i need a job. i'm dead broke & i need to do some shoppin'. my mom said lucky brand @ brea mall is hiring so she got me an application. how sweeeeeeet. (:
i really miss my josh. well, not mine but kinda mine? he hasn't called me back yet..... no worries. i've learned to shrug it off, but the question is.... should i settle down for someone i feel only average with or wait for with a guy who makes me feel like his princess? i dono... whatever happens.... happens, i guess. i just miss the feeling butterflies in my stomach, talkin' on the phone for hours, surprise visits, & wakin' up in the morning having something to smile about.
what is a girl to do.