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I just quit my job. Everything's been down hill. I'm so heart broken, I don't know what the hell to even feel. I never thought things would resort to this. It sucks when everything's just so right, but it just won't work out. I've tried almost everything to get over this one person, but no matter what I try to do or think of, nothing works. He's been nothing but good to me & it's just tearing me to pieces inside thinking I'll never find anyone even the tiniest bit close to him. Hopefully quiting my job is a step closer to being distant from him & although it is a slow & painful process, I will get over him, I know it, the question is, 'when?' Not seeing him will either drive me mad or it'll help me out, hopefully this will be a fast recovery I won't ever have to think of again. I like him so much, though. He's just awesome. Everything I want in a guy, from a guy. I need a hug. Haven't gotten one of those in awhile. My heart just aches so much right now.
The bestfriend Court, she's the keeping me sane right now. I<3U.
