Connected again
So, I'm back to having internet again... which is quite awesome! I was always thankful for it, but I think I might have taken it for granted at times. Bring on the pandora, so I can dance around in the living room... bring on the chatting, so I can keep in touch with people who are glued to the computer constantly... and bring on the livejournal... oh how I missed it! to not be able to recap the important things that were going on, little realizations that I was having and needing to report to my near and dear ones, and being out of the loop with the people I care about...
I am loving my new job...
I am looking forward to chad coming to see me on halloween...
I am so thankful that I'm not working at Center Stage this halloween... this will be my first really truly awesome halloween ever. I'm even going to be off on november 1st, my boss said it was okay today, which means me and chad will have 3 awesome weekend days to play! yay!!!
Everything seems to be balancing now. I am truly happy, and dare I say at peace? I am so ecstatic about this, because in January of this year, my goal/aspiration/deepest desire was to be at peace. Even if just for a moment, to know what it feels like. And I do. It feels like self-assurance. It feels guilt-free. It feels like less apologies, and when I make them they're sincere and then I let go regardless of whether the other person can. It feels like not letting other people's drama affect me negatively. It feels like self control. And I am SO THANKFUL to feel all of this. Wooo hooooo!!!
Thanks to all for teaching me so much, I miss a lot of you... hopefully we'll be able to get together soon!
Love,
Kathryn
I am loving my new job...
I am looking forward to chad coming to see me on halloween...
I am so thankful that I'm not working at Center Stage this halloween... this will be my first really truly awesome halloween ever. I'm even going to be off on november 1st, my boss said it was okay today, which means me and chad will have 3 awesome weekend days to play! yay!!!
Everything seems to be balancing now. I am truly happy, and dare I say at peace? I am so ecstatic about this, because in January of this year, my goal/aspiration/deepest desire was to be at peace. Even if just for a moment, to know what it feels like. And I do. It feels like self-assurance. It feels guilt-free. It feels like less apologies, and when I make them they're sincere and then I let go regardless of whether the other person can. It feels like not letting other people's drama affect me negatively. It feels like self control. And I am SO THANKFUL to feel all of this. Wooo hooooo!!!
Thanks to all for teaching me so much, I miss a lot of you... hopefully we'll be able to get together soon!
Love,
Kathryn