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[kathrynelise]

only one more day! yayaya. i have been smoking way too much lately, time to cut back on the maryjane. i really hope i get a new camera for my birthday cus ive been craving some good ol picture taking. i guess i could bring out the nikd50 but i get nervous cus it cost so much. i am going to Ruth's Chris (my job) for a delicious steak dinner/birthday bash . i love free, expensive food. i have so much going on in my head and can't seem to sort it out. it all just keeps coming out in silly fragments and incoherant statements. time to go to the bar tonight. oH! and i cut off all my hair, seriously this time. it is to my collar bones, and im lovin it. One day i will get this right. i want to write something beautiful, i want to take a few pictures. but all in time. it seems that whenever i am uncontrollably happy i can never be creative. why is that. i used to make beautiful things.

currently (in love) jammin to:

the luckiest- ben folds
calling you- blue october
the way you make me feel- michael jackson
genius of love- tom tom club
hey- the pixies

peacelove.