I know but Id like to change that soon. Hopefully......
This is the super duper update of doom!
The summer is coming to an end. ? Wtf. Seriously...what HAPPENED TO SUMMER????? Does anyone know? Its farking August? Not ONE time this summer have I been camping (YET) Not ONE time this summer have I gone to the beach during the day. Not ONE time have I gone to the bar and got TOTALLY shit faced. Not ONE time this summer have I had a super skeezy "Romance" or anything. What the hell happened to summer? I usta long for the summer. I usta be crazy. I sadly credit my lack of fun-ness-nessness to my life consuming shitty ass job. Fucking place eats me. Fuck. FUCK!
I am going to school...starting August 27th. Im trying to keep myself pumped about this. Im not sure what I feel about this though. Im hoping that my class is full of older 20 somethings that are as lost as me. Im hoping that there are some fresh new people to talk to. Im hoping that I really enjoy being there. Ive seen what life is like "In the big world" (stupid fucking fish lady) Yeah. I want to like this. I want this to be my reason to get out of here. I want this to be my reason for a lot of things. I have high expectations for this. The last thing I want is another let down.
My Sarah of DOOM is leaving soon. I love her. I need to spend more time with her. I haven't been. I think its my way of coping with a "Loss" Its not a loss. I am happy that my Sarah is getting out of here. Im just jealous that Im not going with her. I want her to be happy. This needs to do it.
I should really be cleaning my house right now. I get to meet Jonathans "not girlfriend" tomorrow. Im pretty excited because she seems awesome. I need to brush the shit outa my cat and vaccum the shit outa my house. Shes allergic. Why is everyone allergic to my little friends?? I like my new house. I dont want to move. Not for a long ass time.
I had Thursday and today off of work. It has been nice not being there. I hung out with Jeff for part of today, and I hung out with the little sister yesterday. I need to make work LESS of my life. I need to leave it at the door. I need to not bring it home. It needs to consume less of my brain power. I need to do a lot of things different at work. I need to go in and collect a paycheck and give them my best...afterall...they are keeping me from being poor...er. I have a feeling it is going to be tough to do the whole work and school thing now that I have loads of bills n shit.....
I bought some new clothes. I figured I should go thru my closet again and just fucking throw everything in bags and donate it. I never wear any of it. Seriously. I like the things but I never wear them. Perhaps Ill do that. I could save some room.
My cat is insane. I think she has a foot fetish. She always wants to rub against mine when Im in my bed. Shes strange. I bought her this sweet giraffe hat thing...yeah. A hat..for my cat. I cant see this going well....but it was uber cute...perhaps Ill post some pics.
Later doods.
The summer is coming to an end. ? Wtf. Seriously...what HAPPENED TO SUMMER????? Does anyone know? Its farking August? Not ONE time this summer have I been camping (YET) Not ONE time this summer have I gone to the beach during the day. Not ONE time have I gone to the bar and got TOTALLY shit faced. Not ONE time this summer have I had a super skeezy "Romance" or anything. What the hell happened to summer? I usta long for the summer. I usta be crazy. I sadly credit my lack of fun-ness-nessness to my life consuming shitty ass job. Fucking place eats me. Fuck. FUCK!
I am going to school...starting August 27th. Im trying to keep myself pumped about this. Im not sure what I feel about this though. Im hoping that my class is full of older 20 somethings that are as lost as me. Im hoping that there are some fresh new people to talk to. Im hoping that I really enjoy being there. Ive seen what life is like "In the big world" (stupid fucking fish lady) Yeah. I want to like this. I want this to be my reason to get out of here. I want this to be my reason for a lot of things. I have high expectations for this. The last thing I want is another let down.
My Sarah of DOOM is leaving soon. I love her. I need to spend more time with her. I haven't been. I think its my way of coping with a "Loss" Its not a loss. I am happy that my Sarah is getting out of here. Im just jealous that Im not going with her. I want her to be happy. This needs to do it.
I should really be cleaning my house right now. I get to meet Jonathans "not girlfriend" tomorrow. Im pretty excited because she seems awesome. I need to brush the shit outa my cat and vaccum the shit outa my house. Shes allergic. Why is everyone allergic to my little friends?? I like my new house. I dont want to move. Not for a long ass time.
I had Thursday and today off of work. It has been nice not being there. I hung out with Jeff for part of today, and I hung out with the little sister yesterday. I need to make work LESS of my life. I need to leave it at the door. I need to not bring it home. It needs to consume less of my brain power. I need to do a lot of things different at work. I need to go in and collect a paycheck and give them my best...afterall...they are keeping me from being poor...er. I have a feeling it is going to be tough to do the whole work and school thing now that I have loads of bills n shit.....
I bought some new clothes. I figured I should go thru my closet again and just fucking throw everything in bags and donate it. I never wear any of it. Seriously. I like the things but I never wear them. Perhaps Ill do that. I could save some room.
My cat is insane. I think she has a foot fetish. She always wants to rub against mine when Im in my bed. Shes strange. I bought her this sweet giraffe hat thing...yeah. A hat..for my cat. I cant see this going well....but it was uber cute...perhaps Ill post some pics.
Later doods.