Christmas! :D
Normally a joyful time of year, wouldn't you say? <3 It's been a mostly joyful christmas on this end... Mostly. We had a couple breakdowns... To say the least. Mostly "because" of me. Everyone seems to think I'm at fault every time something bad happens... Its getting kinda irritating. My dad's decided he's going to randomly be a jerk about the weirdest crap. D:
First, its about me being "selfish." Selfish, in his definition, is staying out of an argument between my sister and my mom. And not knowing exactly what my mom wants. -_-; Then it's about me becoming a "girly-girl." So now I'm taking back the new iPod case and sticking with HIS. Even though it's like, freaking ruining my iPod. D:
But I can't keep the damn thing without feeling incredibly guilty. Whatever.
I can't get over the feeling my sister gives me alot of the time. I feel upstaged, all the time. I'm surprised they noticed I was so depressed last night, opening presents. But, then again, it was only my mom... I feel jipped. My sister got all this really cool shit, and I got books. I asked for books, but... I also asked for a Nintendo DS, and a couple games. Did I get those? No. My sister got EVERYTHING on her list save the fucking trampoline.
And even then, THAT'S probably a birthday present.
And what will I get on my birthday? Probably crappy stuff, because of the holidays. I have a really strong feeling that my "sweet sixteen" is going to be the worst in the history of the tradition.
EDIT: I feel better. D:
First, its about me being "selfish." Selfish, in his definition, is staying out of an argument between my sister and my mom. And not knowing exactly what my mom wants. -_-; Then it's about me becoming a "girly-girl." So now I'm taking back the new iPod case and sticking with HIS. Even though it's like, freaking ruining my iPod. D:
But I can't keep the damn thing without feeling incredibly guilty. Whatever.
I can't get over the feeling my sister gives me alot of the time. I feel upstaged, all the time. I'm surprised they noticed I was so depressed last night, opening presents. But, then again, it was only my mom... I feel jipped. My sister got all this really cool shit, and I got books. I asked for books, but... I also asked for a Nintendo DS, and a couple games. Did I get those? No. My sister got EVERYTHING on her list save the fucking trampoline.
And even then, THAT'S probably a birthday present.
And what will I get on my birthday? Probably crappy stuff, because of the holidays. I have a really strong feeling that my "sweet sixteen" is going to be the worst in the history of the tradition.
EDIT: I feel better. D: