It understands me
highway driving is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator
I went to school to work on editing my video project at 12:00am - 9am today (yesterday) and I hate it. Its not at all what I had in my head, and not better for sure. We couldn't get the shots I wanted because it was could and the man we were working with was quite elderly and also fairly insane which came to be a problem, but no not an ethical one, we were only talking about photography. So am I capable of better? This is my question to myself, because I keep saying yes but the work keeps saying no. I am studying video production by accident.
There seems to be a lack of people these days. Oh there are lots of people, the metro is full of them but even though I've been talking to many of the people who are close to me I feel like I haven't spoken to anyone in ages. Or my need for everyone is insatiable. And then there is the fact that almost everyone seems on edge or really way too close to that same edge... and my helpful advice is, "hang in there." I mean I myself am doing okay, making some mediocre videos pumping out a useless research paper about women's work in Ireland in the 1800s. Occasionally working on a few other things. Sleeping and trying not to grocery shop more than I need to.
Identity is a funny thing, you never really feel you have it but then you know you've lost it.
Expozine is tomorrow, I will go alone and I'm looking forward to it.
xo Kathleen.
I went to school to work on editing my video project at 12:00am - 9am today (yesterday) and I hate it. Its not at all what I had in my head, and not better for sure. We couldn't get the shots I wanted because it was could and the man we were working with was quite elderly and also fairly insane which came to be a problem, but no not an ethical one, we were only talking about photography. So am I capable of better? This is my question to myself, because I keep saying yes but the work keeps saying no. I am studying video production by accident.
There seems to be a lack of people these days. Oh there are lots of people, the metro is full of them but even though I've been talking to many of the people who are close to me I feel like I haven't spoken to anyone in ages. Or my need for everyone is insatiable. And then there is the fact that almost everyone seems on edge or really way too close to that same edge... and my helpful advice is, "hang in there." I mean I myself am doing okay, making some mediocre videos pumping out a useless research paper about women's work in Ireland in the 1800s. Occasionally working on a few other things. Sleeping and trying not to grocery shop more than I need to.
Identity is a funny thing, you never really feel you have it but then you know you've lost it.
Expozine is tomorrow, I will go alone and I'm looking forward to it.
xo Kathleen.