Fuck;

[kathleen__marie]

so. My birthday is tomorrow.
And I'm having shitty times.

For instince

My exboyfriend.. the umm. horrible one
randomly started to talk to me today. To wish me a happy birthday
Not that it was hard for him to remember it
His is tomorrow too.

And he said he was going to be calling me right at midnight to be the first to wish me happy birthday.
like wtf? its been almost a year and a half and he's still being all caring and junk . I want nothing to do with him.
But I don't know how to say goodbye sort of thing.

I feel like a pos.

I'm sick of family
i'm sick of friends
i'm sick of life
i'm sick of school
i'm sick of enemies
i'm sick of gossip
i'm sick of boys
i'm sick of girls
i'm sick of love
i'm sick of everything.

just go away for at least a day
So I can have just one day where 10 million things dont fill my head
and drag me down. I'm sick of thinking about every single problem i have all at once
I'm sickof people on my case.

I'd fucking kill you all if I could
cause you're all shitty people
and I wish half of you would just drop dead cause you're no good to a world that tries to be happy
and all you can do is bring people down.

You may think this is about you.
but you're so wrong . so very wrong.