Apr 20, 2004 19:27
The sun...it will shine again. And when it gets too bright and blinds you, i will be there with shades and an umbrella. - Wise words of Briana.S. 7:30pm. Tuesday april 20, 2004.
What do you do, when all you can do is wake up and die? And what do you do when every single I hear reminds me, of you? Why do I keep doing this to myself.
Today is 420. All potheads get all excited about a day like this. This day was made for all the chronic smokers to pull out the bongs, the papes and the pipes, and start a whole new session. And this is where i begin :
Today wasn't a bad day. It started off pretty boring and then things got better and some got worse. And this is the part where i go insane because once i stop thinking about someone, it all comes back to me and hits me and i didn't even see it comming. This is halarious. Appauling, if i do say so myself.
So, i took my lip ring out at exactly 9:05pm last night. It was so sad. I feel so incomplete, like a part of me is missing. No more "kathy with the lip ring" haha. Why you ask? Well simply because i thought it was a good time for me to change. Yes, change. But this wont be a bad change. It'll be a good one. I promise.
What exactly is this .. it's 420 and me and mel are BOTH at home, completey sober with no marijuana in our system. It's horrible. Frightning.. No, not really .......
well, enough about me complaning. I'm off. Cyah's.
Love always. kAtHhHhiIiE