Oh,How we shouted how we screamed.
Light that smoke, that one for giving up on me
And one just cause they’ll kill you sooner than my expectations
To my favorite liar, to my favorite scar:
"I could have died with you"
His smile’s your rope
So wrap it tight around your throat
10 months ago I should have never said hello
I never should have walked away with you.
Since that day I left with you I have yet to find my way home.
10 months ago I never should have trusted you
I never should have given you my heart.
Since that day I lost alot of faith in myself.
10 months ago I never should have fallen for you
I never should have looked into your eyes
or realized how beautiful you were when you smiled.
10 months ago I should have held back.
I never should have let you kiss me.
I never should have let you say you loved me.
And knowing you didn't mean it, I never should have said it back.
Heaven only knows where we might be today if everthing happened differently
10 months ago..
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than thisone more minute of wanting you, and i think i'm going to explode. i can't sit still with you just standing there...i wish you wanted this as badly as i do...
yet im nothing more than a line in your book..
i watched as you sat with a cigeratte in your hand
holding a drink in the other
trying to drown all your pain
//
and i believe in you
your time is coming
DON'T GIVE UP TONIGHT
don't let go tonight
Because I don’t want to lose you
I don’t want to become a memory
Look at this sweet disaster
you used to like her.. now you look right past her
she dosent know exactly what to say..
its not like your listening..
your words just tore her away
i wonder what youll think when shes gone..
will you even wonder how?
why break her fragile heart..
consider other people this once please
shes gonna die, shes gonna fall apart
Its these days your just not like yourself..
why did she even bother?
now shes stuck looking at all these old memories
she placed on an old forotten shelf.
she sits with her face to the wall..
shes got nothing else left..nobody else to care..
she will just fall.
Like the burning end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart
He spent his whole life trying to forget
We watched him drink his pain away
A little bit at a time
But he never could get drunk enough
To get her off his mind
Until the night
He put the bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
He finally drank away her memory
Life is short
But this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that says I’ll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby
And I think to myself
Our lips would fit together so well
i have these memories in my head..
but they dont mean anything to you
I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time.
Excuse me, while I fall apart..
i sat watching a flower as it was
w i t h e r i n g.
i was embarassed by its honesty
so i'd prefer to be remembered as a
smiling face
I'm beginning to hate you for your face not just for things you do
You do something to me that I can't explain.
Love, Kathy